"I was kind of hoping you'd stay."

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"I was kind of hoping you'd stay."
+Passing Through a Screen Door by The Wonder Years
 
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I'm being such a stellar student right now. Instead of paying much attention to this lecture, I'm on tumblr and making sets. My priorities are definitely in the right place.
"But baby no, sometimes things don't work out the way we planned. To live is just to fall asleep to die is to awaken."
+Million Dollar Houses (The Painter) by Pierce the Veil
 
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This weekend has been so perfect. I'm actually kind of bummed to be going back to school tomorrow.
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"I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone."
+Can You Feel My Heart? by Bring Me The Horizon
 
Sempiternal is so great, ugh.
 
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Full name:
-Madeleine Josephine Lastname

Three fears:
-Rejection, dying before I'm truly happy, and failure

Four turn ons:
-Pretty eyes, a nice smile, a good sense of humor, and a good sense of style

Four turn offs:
-Bad personality, lack of hygiene, inability to speak in proper English, and bad taste in music

Best friend:
-I can't pick just one...Ashley, Jalyn, and Shannon.

Height:
-5'6

What time were you born:
-I actually don't know this. I think it was sometime in the evening?

Favorite color:
-A switch-up between turquoise and mint green

Favorite food:
-Pizza

Favorite quote:
-Don't have one.

What am I listening to right now:
-Sleepwalking by Bring Me The Horizon

Eye color:
-Brown

Hair color:
-Brown

Favorite song:
-I can't pick just one all-time favorite song. As of late, it's been Can You Feel My Heart? by BMTH, but that'll most likely change soon.

Nicknames:
-Madd, Daughter, Mittens

Favorite Animal:
-CATS

Favorite ice-cream:
-Birthday Cake

Describe your first kiss:
-Tuh, non-existent

Who did you last say I love you too?
-My aunt

What is your age?
-Eighteen

Ever been depressed?
-No

Are you a boy or a girl?
-Girl

Relationship status?
-Single, but crushing on someone who oblivious and I'm too shy to make a move, so it's working out just super.

What did you last eat?
-Popcorn

Play any sports?
-Not anymore

Do you bite your nails?
-Sometimes

Do you like someone?
-Yes, unfortunately

Whats your real name?
-Mittens the Scottish Fold

If you had a girl/boy what would you name it?
-For a girl, Lana, for a boy, Daniel, and for either, Shayley

Whats your mood right now?
-Kind of bored, but excited for the weekend

What are your plans for the weekend?
-Street Youth Rising tour on Saturday with Ashley and hanging out with Shannon, Shane, and (maybe) Keven on Sunday

What are you craving right now?
-Cuddles with a certain boy whose name starts with a k and ends with an n

Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
-Unfortunately

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
-Yes

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
-Forgive

Is this year the best year of your life?
-It's not the best, but I've definitely had worse.

Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
-Yes

Are you listening to music right now?
-Yep

Are you afraid of the dark?
-No

Favorite genre of music?
-I guess it would be considered post-hardcore, idk.

Do you believe in true love?
-Yes, because I'm a sap like that.

Do you like going outside?
-If the weather is nice

Do you want to get married?
-Yes, someday

What makes you happy?
-Music and being with my friends

Would you ever change your name?
-No, I'm quite fond of my name. I'd like to change my last name someday, though.

Whats the background on your phone?
-Vic Fuentes

Who was the last person of the opposite sex that talked to you?
-My dad

Favorite lyrics right now?
-"I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim."

Favorite song?
-I can't pick just one.

Person you look up too?
-I don't really have a person that I've decided that I look up to them. I just admire different aspects of different people.

Favorite Band?
-Pierce the Veil

Ever asked for someones number?
-In an indirect way

Hung out with some random person you just met?
-That's pretty much how I've made all my new friends from school.

Has a stranger ever called you pretty?
-Yes

Do you talk to people who don't live in your town/ don't go to your school?
-Yes

Ever been to a concert?
-Yep

Ever met your idol?
-I don't have an idol to meet.
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"I've made more mistakes than you can count."
+Never Saw It Coming by Tigers Jaw
 
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I should be reading the pages I was assigned for my english class on Wednesday, or starting my paper that's due next week. Instead, I'm fucking around on the internet and painting my nails hot pink to remind me of summer. Oh yeah, my priorities are in the right place.
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"It's such a shame how you were so afraid of losing it all, losing it all."
+Boys! Grab Your Guns by My American Heart
 
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So, it turns out college isn't as stupid as I originally thought it was. Err...
 
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I was tagged by @tannerd14. I don't really feel like tagging people, so if anyone wants to do this, go right on ahead.
 

Can you remember your last dream?
No, and it's actually annoying me a little bit because I have a vague idea of what happened during it, but I can't remember details and I want to be able to. All I know is that I woke up in a panic, thinking that I was late for school because I was late for school in the dream.

3 places you’d like to go on vacation?
Disney World or Disney Land (I have been to neither and feel deprived) and somewhere with a nice beach. I really don't have all that much interest in travelling.

Do you like chocolate?
I do, but I have to be in the mood for it.

Which is your favorite body part of the human face and why?
EYES because beautiful eyes are my weakness.

Do you like rainy days or snowy winter days more?
Snowy winter days when I don't have to leave the house if I don't want to.

Which is your favorite four legged creature?
Cats cats cats

Do you like spicy food?
Eh, not really

Do you remember your favorite teacher?
My favorite teacher is my English teacher from last year. She was really nice and, unlike most teachers, I was comfortable around her. Like, if she called on me in class, I wouldn't freeze up and stutter like an idiot when answering her. Plus, she was a good teacher. A bit out there, but she taught me some things that have actually stuck with me.

Tell me about your favorite book, magazine, or comic.
I don't have a favorite magazine or book, honestly. I have a subscription to Seventeen and am planning on getting one to AP, but those two are really the only ones that I read. And I've read so many books that I can't pick just one as my favorite.
 
Tell me about the last movie you watched.
I haven't watched a movie in a while, but I believe the last one was the first Fantastic Four movie.

Tell me about your favorite music/band.
Well, my favorite band is Pierce the Veil. I listen to a lot of the other bands that come to mind when PTV is mentioned, as well as some artists that most likely don't, like One Direction and Lana Del Rey. I still listen to the music I grew up on like Aerosmith, The Beatles, Queen, and Stevie Wonder, too. But most of the time, I am listening to Pierce the Veil.
 
3 favorite foods?
Fries, popcorn, and pizza

Do you like to shop?
I do, but unfortunately, I don't have a lot of money to do so.

Are you usually late, early, or right on time?
I have gone from being late to everything to being right on time for things. I am VERY rarely early for things because that time can be used sleeping and I find sleep very important.

Are you happy with your life for the most part right now?
You know what, I am. I usually ALWAYS have one nagging worry in the back of my mind that keeps me up at night, but for the past few days, I haven't. I have finally started school and it's not nearly as scary as I thought it was going to be. I finally have enough money to get my laptop for school. I have a job to semi-support myself. I have good friends and a loving family. I am quite happy right now.

What would be harder, telling someone that you love them or that you don’t?
That I love them because I don't like putting myself out there like that because I'm afraid that they will reject me or not feel the same.

What’s your middle name?
Josephine

How big is your bed?
The top bunk is twin and the bottom bunk folds out into a queen size.

What music are you listening to right now?
I Would by One Direction

Who was the last person you hugged?
My papa

How is the weather right now?
It's chilly, damp, and raining. Fantastic weather

Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?
Oh God, I don't even want to think about my thirteen year old self. I was such a dweeby little shit.
 
Favorite fruit?
I don't have one.

Do you have a collection of anything?
CDs and nail polish

Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
At the time, I liked to think that I did, but I really didn't. I was just trying to add some flair to my life or whatever crazy thing my weird pre-teen brain came up with.

Would you ever tell a person you have a crush on that you like him/her?
I've done it before and it did not end well for me, so I would definitely be extremely cautious about doing it again. If I was fairly certain that they returned the feelings, then I probably would.

Do you consider yourself popular?
No, and I'm perfectly alright with that. I have no desire to be popular. Too much work.

Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
I have not.

Would you ever date someone older than you?
My views on age differences between partners seem to be a lot different than a lot of people I talk to this about this because, as long as they are both of legal age to do so, I see no problem with people of different ages dating. I guess that's because my parents have a pretty significant age difference between them.
 
Younger than you?
See above

Have you ever been on a diet?
Nope

Have you ever gotten detention?
I used to get Saturday detentions for being late to school a lot. I never did anything badass to get a detention, though.

Do you usually prefer books or movies?
Books

Have you ever written a love letter?
Nope

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Definitely a night person

Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
Nope

Celebrity role models?
I don't really have role models. Like, there are certain aspects of different people that I admire, but I don't have certain people that I look at and say "That person is my role model."

Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
I would love to have a conversation with Shayley Bourget, so I guess if I couldn't sit down and have a conversation with him under normal circumstances, being tied to him for 24 hours would do the trick.

How many piercing do you have?
I have my ears pierced twice and my nose.

What is the meanest thing anyone has ever said about you?
I guess being called an Oreo a lot in middle school was pretty mean (and dumb, considering I AM half white). Once I got to high school, no other people picked on me, but I picked on and doubted myself a lot (and still do).

What is the best compliment you have ever received?
A few weeks ago at work, this cute little old woman came in to have lunch with her daughter and grandchildren. I was their waitress, so I had already come over to their table a few times when the woman asks me if I knew her. I didn't and told her so, so she says "Oh, well, you must remind me of another beautiful girl." I thought that was so nice and it made me blush because I never get called beautiful. I usually get cute or pretty, but never beautiful.

What does your username mean?
Well, it's a lyric from a Fall Out Boy song and they're one of my favorite bands and have been for a long time. And when I heard it, it reminded me of myself because I am hopelessly hopeful. I imagine myself achieving great things that I won't actually achieve, but, for whatever reason, am still hopeful that it will happen.

Have you ever made a prank phone call?
No, because one time I got prank called and it scared the absolute shit out of me because it wasn't a funny one, but a mean one, and I decided that I wouldn't put anyone else through that fear.

Do you smoke?
No, and I have no plans to because the smell alone of cigarettes makes my stomach queasy.

Have you ever been drunk?
Nope

Have you ever cried during a movie?
I'm a fucking sap when it comes to movies. It's borderline disgusting how sappy I get, really.

Do you take the shampoo/conditioner bottles from hotel?
No

Do you always smile for pictures?
No, and then I end up looking dumb, so I've decided that I'm going to smile because the pictures turn out a lot better. I actually tried this method today for my school ID picture and whaddya know, I looked pretty good.
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"You'll be begging me 'please, please, please' and I'ma look at you and laugh laugh laugh."
+Natalie by Bruno Mars
 
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School hasn't even started yet and I'm already 100% done with it. College is stupid and expensive and I hate it.
"And if we climb this high, I swear we'll never die."
+My Understandings by Of Mice & Men
 
So, I've been on a bit of an OM&M kick lately. This song is hands down my favorite by them.
 
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Happy New Year and all that jazz, guys! May 2013 be a fantastic year.
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"The whole galaxy turns. Well, I fear the worst is yet to come."
+In The Mood by Covette
 
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Someone buy me that crewneck, please and thank you.
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"Some boys take a beautiful girl and hide her away from the rest of the world. I want to be the one to walk in the sun."
+Girls Just Want To Have Fun (feat. Adam Lazzara) by The Maine
 
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I got tickets to the Street Youth Rising Tour. I am going to cry.
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"I need somebody, somebody crazy enough to tell me I will love you 'til we, 'til we are buried."
+Cemetery Weather by Isles & Glaciers
 
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Got my nose pierced on Friday. T'was fun.
 
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While making this set, it came to my attention that I am in need of some new items, specifically fillers. If you know of any good collections or if I can go through your items, leave me a comment, please & thank you.
 
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